Just Before the End of Practice

Let’s take one step away from the last post, turn around, and examine it.

If you are a koan practitioner, I can say that your koan practice is not sufficiently mature until you find that everyone you encounter is speaking in koan. If in you suddenly discover yourself within an ordinary conversation with another, you’ve fallen asleep at the wheel. You need to re-examine the encounter, check where you lost your bearings, and perhaps reconsider how you might have answered given the opportunity. In this way of continuous re-examination, you will not only achieve mastery yourself, but you will also identify all of the masters all around you who have been continuously offering themselves to perfect your practice waiting for this very special moment, and you will see that every situation that you encountered along the way was a gift, a pointer on the road toward your inevitable enlightenment. You will have encountered Avalokiteśvara with the thousand hands and thousand eyes guiding you along your path, taking the form of others for a moment. You will have seen God inside everyone and everything you encounter. Then finally you can laugh.

Yes, your life may change on this spiritual path. You may lose family and friends who were not ready to see the truth you have found. Early in your practice you understood them as obstacles, as attachments that needed to be severed so you could advance–not to worry, the right people will join you in your practice. Further along, perhaps you recognize these situations like Mara tempting the Buddha, or Satan tempting Jesus. Later in your practice, perhaps you reconcile that this was the Holy Spirit working through others all along, but you could not recognize them as such at the time… Or perhaps you will understand them as spiritual guides or bodhisattvas? The labels are not important–the outcome is essentially the same.


Now, for the people who read the above and believe it ridiculous or delusional, there is a message for you too: You suffer from the same ailment that you diagnose. Does everyone not live inside a mindset of our own creation? One that we maintain, reinforce, and occasionally adjust? Do we all not split what we see into what resonates with us and what is dissonant? Do we all not consider how to respond from within that same mind that contains the range of what responses we have learned are suitable or appropriate?

If in what is written above we see the deluded madness of the spiritual practitioner, perhaps we have failed to see what it is within us that we are holding that has us judge this way or that way as we encounter it. Perhaps we do not yet recognize ourselves in what we see…

But all of this is just one understanding, a lens through which to examine what we encounter, including what is written above. In this sense, it is not any different than how a koan practitioner might interpret events while pursuing enlightenment.

If I leave you with this definitive understanding, will I have demonstrated this truth and find some validation in the process?

Perhaps this is the second-to-last step.

How will you finish?

By Joe

Puzzle Wrestler & Mountain Herder. Math & Computer Nerd since the 80s. Longtime linux (current debian, ubuntu, raspian, centos, gentoo), currently fighting feebsd. Over-complicates networks for fun, occasionally secures them for profit. Develops own tools & services (cli, web services, and lately some android). Degrees in Math, Belts in Aikido. Zen, Motorcycle, Ham Radio, Homebrew (Ale, not Radio), Coffee & Tea, some Mandolin & Fiddle, MDA Advocacy (son with Duchenne), …

Leave a comment

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *